Heaven & Hell....

Heaven....

Have you ever thought how HEAVEN would be like?
Is it beautiful?
Is it just like earth without sadness and suffering?
Is it white in colour?
Is it happy?
Is it right above this earth?

Hell...

Is it scary?
Is it dark?
Is it full of suffering and torture?
Is it full of unhappiness?
Is it beneath this earth?


Well.. I guess this is the questions that people will ask... I'm sure a lof of them will be wondering what is the life like after death..

However, most of them will not ever talk about it.. they will say "CHOI!" when death is said... DEATH.. not everyone is very pleased with that word.. is not a "HAPPY" word...

But DEATH.. is REALISTIC! is happening around us... every day, every minute and every seconds... Funny thing right? is something very common but yet not everyone is willing or should i say like to talk about it.. Guess people who fear about death and fear talking about death had either bad experiences or they can be ignorant about it..

I always think about death.. i know maybe some of you will think that i'm some sort of weirdo.. but is true.. i always think about death.. questions in my head like:

how's my funeral going to be like?
who will attend my funeral?
who is going to speak?
who is going to cry?

Lots of questions will be in my mind.. but out of so many questions.. i have never come across one most important question which is AM I GOING TO HEAVEN OR HELL?

cuz deep inside me.. i know i am going to heaven.. because i have Jesus.. He has saved me from hell.. from eternal death.. He has given me ETERNAL life..

wonderful isn't it?? is the only free ticket to heaven... Just accept and believe.. You may not agree what i've said.. but i pray that you'll understand His love and grace one day...

WhiCh wAy??

oh God.. Could you just tell me which way should I go? Which way you want me to go?

Gosh.. result is coming out in a week time!! I know I shouldn't feel anxious about it because I know God will give me the grades which He thinks is best for me! I still need His assurance though.. I need His comfort and love... His affirmation..

Decisions... I think almost everyone hates that word right?? Hate to make decisions... esp decisions that will change your whole entire life... but well.. we still have to take up that responsibilities to make that decisions..

I think the best thing i can do now is to pray.. so, i hope friends around me will pray for me as well.. i would really appreciate all the prayers! Thank you....

ReConCiliAtiOn

Thank God is Sunday! As usual.. went to church for service! I think one of my friend did ask me this question, " Jo, is it ok that you don't go to church for one Sunday? " "Of course is ok!", i said.
"However, I wouldn't feel right if I don't go to church.. is just that i need to go.. something that i long to go after a whole week...", i said.

Somehow, i think God kinda spoke to me about reconciliation today during worship time. I don't know why cuz the song wasn't about reconciliation or anything relevant about it.. BUT.. in my mind, i see pictures of children turning their heart back to their parents! pictures of Parents asking for forgiveness from their children... my tears just ran down my cheek.. i just couldn't hold back anymore.. I always long to see this scenario in people's lives.. don't you think is amazing??!!

Nowadays, we as children seldom say sorry anymore.. we always think that we're right.. always think that parents do not understand us.. well, of course parents are not always right too! however, they are our PARENTS.. God placed them in our lives for a purpose!! We have to respect them and honor them... i know everybody has a different ways of loving their parents... so, I'm not judging anyone here.. even me myself is in the learning process.. trying to be a good daughter.. but i know it would be hard.. really hard.. but I'll try and i know that God will help me too...

try to ponder upon this..

Who will be the first person to see you when you're in the hospital?
Who will be the first person that will stand by you when you're attacked?
Who are the people around you that you be yourself?
Who are the people that will be at your deathbed?

FAMILY!

saying sorry is hard.. i experienced it myself.. i can still remember vividly the moment i said sorry to my mum.. my mum just cried... and i followed... those moments are unforgettable.. is precious! and after that.. i know is worth saying a simple word.. SORRY...

Go.. Go and reconcile with your parents if you haven't... Don't regret.. You wouldn't know which hour you're gonna be gone...

Finally...

Gosh!! I have not been updating for almost 2 weeks!!

Let me explain... after my Bangkok trip, I went Kuching and Jb... i can't believe I'm able to survive with the 2 "meanest" ppl of all! ( Aimi and Grace ). I didn't know i can come back in one piece.. haha...

anyway, i had fun with them too... cuz apart from their mean comments, their MRS-ness are hilarious!! Esp.. Grace.. She's really comel la... haha...

and one of the highlight of this trip is that Our BM has improved!! We speak lots of Bm in this trip!! yea!

will upload the pics soon.. guess pics speak a thousand words!

iT hAs BeEn a CoLourFul aNd wOnDeRfuL wEeK!

Whoa... I think this has been the busiet week I've ever had!! Just came back from Bangkok not too long ago.. then is mission conference in church.. then is Steamboat party then is Sunday dy!! haha.. long week for me.. i think for the whole week which is 168 hours, i only spent about 30 hours at home which includes sleeping.. well, as usual.. got nagged by parents... of course, i'm a bit too much dy.. hehe... and tomorrow will be another long week for me!!!

Ppl!! i'll be in Kuching, JB, Singapore and back to KL! Fuh... tiring... So, just wait patiently for my updates!!

Here are some photos about what i did for the whole entire week...

BANGKOK!! I've never shop till i drop!! i mean literally DROP!!! Our legs are really really tired.. For mei khoon and I, we get to go for foot massage.. for sue, haha.. too bad.. she can't take the "tickle-ness"...when we did our pedicure, she was screaming and laughing all the way when they scrubed her feet... so funny!! haha..

This was last week.. Jia Mien's Birthday!! Don't you think she looks like grandmother with 2 grandsons, 6 daughters and probably 2 son-in-law?? haha...




Steamboat!!! That gathering was really good!!! Out of a sudden, I have another kai ma and kai ye ( Jia Mien's parents) They are really nice ppl!! We really had nice chat together... Sally came!! haha.. so happy to see her there....

Thanks to my kai jie that she invited yi yean over... I guess we now ok dy... really had great time with her that night!! is like memory has became reality again after so long...

haha... if you are not as ugly as the people in the pics, PLS... don't say you're ugly!! cuz God created with His own hands.. His own image... Just take care of your body and you are BEAUTIFUL already.. haha..

Great Week!! Thank God for EVERYTHING!

HapPy BiRtHdAy to mY LL PreS!!

Happy Birthday Jia Mien ( known as our LL Pres!!)... I think this was one of the best birthday party I've ever been!! Thanks to the organisers ( Charis, Jia yee, Mun yee and Chern han)! You guys have done a wonderful job though our LL pres didn't shed a tear at all.. haha.. anyway, Great Job guys!

I think Jia mien has been really a great friend to me! I think i know how our friendship grew!! is because of Sally! We were so crazy over her till we stalked her add, phone number, age and stuff!! i really couldn't believe we actually did all those thing just to get to know her... haha.. well, i think we are pretty good at stalking ppl.. haha..

From that point, we just grew to become closer.. i really miss the time that we spent in Pangkor.. that was the best trip!! we did all the stupid and gross stuff i would say... we even spent time in the toilet together to do our big business! haha.. unbelievable!!

I think i can write all day long about what we did together.. all the joy and fun!! haha..

anyway, just would like to say a big thank you for entering into my life!! I love you so much girl!!
MUACK!! (will upload the photo where mun yee and I were "muacking" her soon!!)

07-07-07

Wow!! Such a wonderful number!! Heard from sue that this date only come once in 100 years!! haha.. Amazing, isn't it??

The most amazing thing was i gave a bible to Mei Khoon!! haha.. such a coincidence.. i hope she'll come to know the Lord one day.. I pray that God will speak to her through His Words!! and of course!! I hope she wouldn't forget this memorable day!! haha...

Number 7.. very significant number.. it represents PERFECTION.. God created the everything in 7 days.. and He feels good about it because it was perfect!

Jericho.. the wall collapsed after Joshua and his people marched around the city for 7 times with the 7 priests as well!! haha.. see.. VICTORY!!

07-07-07.. hope today will be PERFECT!!

BanGkOk!!!!! hEre I coMe!!!!

Bangkok!!!
Can't believe I'm going Bangkok this coming Monday!! wow.. it was really spontaneous!!
Just booked everything in one night.. and.... THANK GOD!! everything went smoothly!!
Just have to wait for Monday to come and i'm going to be in Bangkok!!

counting down now......

WonDerFul spiRitUal ParenTs...

I just want to dedicate this post to my daddy and mummy in Chirst!! MUACKsssss......

I think one of the most wonderful gift which i have received from God is both of you.. Both of you are like angels sent from above!! I'm really thankful and grateful for what you have done in my life.. esp in my spiritual walk with God..


DAD!!

D-"D"
A- Awesome
D- Dad

This daddy of mine has given me abundance of love, assurances, encouragements and affirmations.. all that an ordinary daughter would ask for.. Most importantly, he brought me closer to Jesus..
What do i like about him?
He accepts me for who i am.. He loves me for who i am. I don't have to impress him.. I don't have to put on a mask.. I just enjoy being around him.. just enjoy listening to all his messages..

Dad, i'm really really thankful that God sent you into my life.. is quite funny when we always think about how you/me enter into each other's lives.. is really God who brought us closer.. you know what? when i was assured that i'm your spiritual daughter, i was really really happy!! i didn't know that i can be part of your life! haha.. is really amazing!!

I love you dad! hugs...


Mummy!! quick, give me a hug!!!!

What do i like about her?

Seriously, because i'm like her!! haha.. she's just so fun to be with.. like to tease her.. thank God she's not over-sensitive.. haha.. of course when comes to serious stuff, you better don't try to do "funny" stuff.. she'll whack your butt!! haha.. but well, that's what mummy will do!

you know what mum, i always like to receive msg from you!! i've kept almost all your sms!! with just one simple sms, you already made my day! I know you're more of a "mind" person, but when you're "heart", that's it! everyone will be touched! i can still remember before you left ATC, you shared something.. and i cried!!! haha.. see.. you can really be a "heart" person if you want.. i love you mum!! hugs...


i'll definitely gonna miss both of you when i'm away... sob sob... but i know distance will not seperate us!! muack muack...

YoUtH.. ThE mOsT vIbRanT BUT wEirDtEst GroUp oF aLL!

Our church just had the THRID Youth Awareness Weekend!! Thank God.. It was a success!! Both services are all packed with people!! It was incredible! Praise the Lord! We really need a new building.. ppl!! pray for us!

The speaker was none other than Ps. Julie Khoo! One of my favourite speaker.. All the messages that she has spoken are very relevant to our lives.. esp the youth.. you got to listen to her if you have not.. really a woman of God! Seriously.. Look at her!!


Well, I think the most encouraging moment of this service is when parents are asked to pray for the youth!! oh.. how i wish my mum would be there praying for me.. but i know this time will come really soon!! haha.. and guess what? Pastor Vic was also preaching in Efc this morning!! He did it differently.. He asked the youth to pray for the parents!! I really wanna thank Melia for praying for my mum whom i know God did not just accidentally sent my mum to Efc.. He knows what best for us.. so yea.. me being prayed by one of the parent and my mum being prayed by my friend.. how wonderful it is! Praise the Lord!


After all the prayer from parents, i guess the youth are now all pumped up.. so the first thing that you have to do is to sign up for MISSION CONFERENCE!! Do it now.. Do it quick!! Come and look for elwin or karena!! lol.. You'll definitely be blessed!